My current feelings at 11:30 pm 14 dec:Very scared..full of doubts!
worried..anxious..
confused..whether am i thinking rite now

Thoughts:
I really dunno..
tmr my results is cuming out.
my heart is pumping very fast now
and i juz realise i dun have my trinity ID num.
what should i do?
wadever.
i dun even want to know it.
maybe the later the better.
so many things are going through my mind..
my future?my family?my course?my career?
these are so ambigious to me now.
what would become of me.
the more i start to think.
the more my heart aches.

tears are welling up in my eyes
yes.my tears are dropping.
tear by tear.
now a stream..
and finally..waterfall.

tiana,whatever it is..face it bravely.God has a plan for you.life is not a bed of roses.i have to be always prepared for what God has installed for me.

To my friends:

Good luck for everything!leave everything to God!you will definitely reap what you sowed!even if i might not see you all again after this year, i want to wish you all ALL THE BEST and always remember that your this friend here will always be there for you!love you all albert kias especially my darling girls!

FATHER IN HEAVEN, PLEASE HAVE MERCY ON ME.MOULD ME GENTLY.BUT NO MATTER WHAT, I WILL STILL THANK YOU! AMEN.